I know many of you have been concerned about me. I am dealing with the same stuff I have been dealing with most of my life. Each and every year it gets worse in the summer and especially bad towards the end of the summer. Im dealing with lots of physical pain and mental pain. I do love my friends. When I am depressed like this it hurts to talk. It hurts to text. It hurts to type. It hurts to be awake. It hurts to be alive. The feelings pass. I force myself to go out anyway and talk to people like I am doing now. I will be fine. NO I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT IN DETAIL! It is basically a form of seasonal depression that hits me every summer. It makes the physical pain worse. I will be out some this week including Rips on Friday night. I just must be careful not to go out too much since that can make everything worse on many levels! YOU ARE NOT LOSING A FRIEND! You have just gained more time to see your other friends and time to think about how much you love me. :)
Posted on: Tue, 26 Aug 2014 10:01:36 +0000
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