I know that my babes have to be missing me. I hope my baby girl is crying for me. I dont know what Hank is thinking at all, I wish I could be inside his mind. I never wanted my family to be apart like this, It has been so hard to keep my family together, maybe if we had jobs and a home, things would have been better. I will always love Mathew as crazy as that may sound right now. He gave me almost seven years of such wonderful memories, ups & downs. He gave me the most precious babies a couple can ask for. Will there be more memories as a family? I have no clue, I would hope so but everyday I go without seeing my babies is one more day that I think that I was never loved by the person who was suppose to be my everything, my one true love, my soulmate, my baby daddy, the man I was suppose to be on a porch with when we were old looking at our kids grow up with their kids...all of it has just gone to hell & now I cant even call ivy and tell her how much i love and miss her. i cant ask mathew how my babies are doing, what they learned today, what they are doing, what they had to eat, how they played, how they loved...i lost everything. i dont have anything, i have my room with baby clothes, their beds, their toys, even mathews clothes..but no babies, no mathew.
Posted on: Fri, 20 Sep 2013 23:12:20 +0000
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