I know there are many things in my emotional makeup that I could use lots of work on, but if there was one thing I could take a knife and cut out and never have a part of me again, is my general anxiety. Ive had it all my life and I am burnt out and tired. It smacking me in the face the minute I wake up in the morning makes for a hard day, and is exhausting and debilitating. I know everyone stresses about things at times, but this is different, its all the time about everything and nothing, its like living with a constant anxiety attack. In the last few years its grown worse, going to events, especially with crowds, big or small, takes so much psyching up, Im worn out by the time I get there. Im just tired. For those who have no idea what this feels like, Im sorry to be a downer, but I just needed to voice what is going on inside me. Some days I just know God is the one pushing me out of bed, because I know it sure isnt me. Thank you for taking the time to read, I just felt the need to share. I truly do wish everyone a wonderful day.
Posted on: Fri, 21 Mar 2014 15:01:25 +0000
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