I know this is the most ive posted on Facebook all year maybe I should start a blog. Jk, I dont know but my baby just came to me sad and told me she keeps thinking about Grammy at the funeral home. Im screaming out because all I could do is hug my baby and cry. I dont understand this pain. Im asking for prayer I pray for myself but I dont know what to do I think Im not doing a good job at being strong. I dont know why Im telling Facebook but I think that Im asking you to just continue to pray for me Im hurting in a different way that I ever hurt before, because Ive experienced pain ive even signed up for pain before, but this is something so different. I loved her so much, for so long. I still cannot comprehend it. Im going to not post anymore about it...fb is not a outlet for me...but I put this out here. I dont know if im blessed, or cursed? Im trying to grasp my spirituality but I am a sinner, and fall short! Im out here tho. Ima keep staying up...but its so hard. If you love me, or my family, please just pray for us... Thank you.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Nov 2013 20:55:14 +0000