I know what I said hurt you deeply. The moment those words left my lips I knew that I couldnt act fast enough to retract them. Your reaction was justified. If someone whom I cared about had said such things to me, I would have reacted the same way. Im sorry doesnt seem to be adequate. I wish I knew how to say it better. Ive relived that moment over and over and wondered how I could have been so insensitive. I dont think I have ever been so disappointed in myself. Im nervous about asking you to forgive me. Im sure that youve suffered a great deal because of me, and asking for forgiveness is so much to ask from you. I also know that you might find it hard to believe my promise that I will learn from my mistake and never repeat it. I truly never want to put our relationship on the line again. I hope you can believe that. Right now, I believe in us because of our past ability to work through our problems. I know we have never faced a challenge so difficult before, but I feel that we have been with each other long enough to know how to try. We know how to lift each other, forgive each other, and end up stronger. That ability can only come from love. And that is what I feel for you--a love than is deeper than I have ever known; a love that can close this wound. I love you--please believe me. I love you for your giving nature, for helping me through finals, for staying up late and typing my thesis; for the long walks; for talking about dreams and fears and hopes and hurts. Weve shared so much. Lets share healing, too.
Posted on: Tue, 22 Oct 2013 11:14:04 +0000
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