I lay here trying to sleep, but the sleep does not come. I am numb. All these memories keep flooding my mind. Me and Kevin were pretty much inseparable when we were real little. Then as we got a little older and into our teenage years, we would try to kill each other, lol. After I got married, we started getting along again and he would go stay with me when we lived in Pelham. I was expecting Kasi at the time and Johnny was working nights. I have always been the biggest chicken. It was such comfort to have him there. Ten years later, we ended up on Adams Road next door to each other. He has his family, and I have mine, and we both just have always kinda kept to ourselves. We would throw our hands up at each other as we drove or walked by. But still, it has always been comforting having him there. I cant imagine it any other way. I only wish now that we had taken more time. I am honored to have been the one God chose to be his marrow match, I just hate that it wasnt enough to do what we hoped. I would do it all again if it would help. God has plans, we just cant comprehend right now. It will be revealed to us all one day. In the meantime, I am clinging to the fact that God likes to work, when nothing else can. We are praying for that miracle waiting in the water. Lord, we will give You all the praise for whatever you have in store. I love you Kevin!
Posted on: Tue, 19 Nov 2013 05:28:39 +0000
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