I lay in my big new apartment and all i can feel is emptiness, loneliness, and feel like Ive made every mistake. I write this on Facebook because i feel the need to just tell someone but i have no one to tell. Ive deserted Everyone that has cared for me, i have walked out and left everyone to fend for themselves. I tell you whoever is reading this i am low my friend and my heart does sink,(The Amity Affliction-Pitsburg). I feel like i have lost everything. That gave up on everything and everyone and i let the ones that loved and cared for me the most down. I feel unworthy, i feel like nothing Ive ever done in my life has ever been good enough. Only mabie in my eyes that i have no self worth. That i bring nothing to the world, I have nothing to show for. I am at a cross road and dont know which way to choose. I know FB isnt the way to let things out or whine about my pathetic life. I have no one to talk to, and if know one reads this, at least it made me feel better just writing about it.
Posted on: Sun, 04 Jan 2015 06:31:06 +0000