I look back to the year 2014 and see all that has happened. It was definitely the toughest year of my life and my familys. God does mysteries things for reasons that Ill never comprehend. I wonder if I do something wrong and thats why He puts hardships into our lives but then I have to realize that He does it to make us rely on Him and only Him which I fail to do that everyday. Its amazing to me how He picks up us every time no matter what we have done wrong. His love for us is overwhelming. I saw a lot of Jesus in Jordan and Sadie. You may wonder what I mean by that. I know personally that their walk with God was deeper then I even realized. They wanted to serve God with their whole heart. They didnt care of the price, they sacrificed their love everyday for anyone they saw. My brother was one of my best friends. I told him everything because I trusted him and he knew that. We were really close and I thank God everyday for the friendship we had. Not until after his death did I realize how good I had it with him. He was one of the most caring people I knew and Im not even kidding. His heart was even bigger then he was and if you knew him he was a big guy. He wanted you to know whenever he saw you that you were the most important to him. Sadie was the most beautiful inside and outside. She lived for The Lord and dressed to honor Him. Her smile was breath taking and she was so encouraging. I remember having talks with her and I couldnt wait till she was going to be my sister. It makes me think, if I died how people would respond. Would I have a visitation and funeral like theres where people would come and tell my family what Jordan and Sadie meant to them or would people even come? I want to be like both of them. I want to have a heart like Jordans and a smile that when you look at me you see the presence of The Lord. Jordan and Sadie are my heroes. Although Jordan didnt make it quite to being a fire fighter, he will always be my hero along with Sadie. I want to be just like them. I thank God for saving Jordan after years of him rebelling against Him and for giving him another chance. I remember praying for him every Saturday night at prayer meeting asking God to soften his heart and to open his eyes that he needs God. After quite some time praying He did that. Thank you for the example you left for me to be. I hope one day I can be like you.
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 19:11:44 +0000
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