I love this life so much ive a few to many near death experiences and by near i mean as close as u get before u flatline...from my oil rig accident to drug addiction literally almost stopping my heart i even choked to near death as an 8 yr old i literally choked on a peppermint for so long that i nearly had stopped given up i choked for almost a full minute before pne of my sister felt like she needed to look outside and check on me and when she did she saw me purple skin and helpless she then ran out and saved my life...so many different teachers and elders throughout my childhood would tell me it was amazing how fore being a kid i had such a great understanding and appreciation for life...theres more close calls i wont bore u with...i just honestly feel that this last one was my last one...its a wierd feeling but i just feel like my body and soul cant handle anymore extremely close calls where in my mind when i know im about to close my eyes for good a few seconds slow down to what seems like yrs of my life playing in my eyes like a fast paced adrenaline based movie. Ive attended so many of those afternoon screen plays that im afraid ive spent all my lifes budget...either way i hope the people close to me truly know how much i love them and appreciate getting so many second chances to remain in their lives...im so sorry for any pain ive caused any of u i hope the love ive always tried to share will somehow make up for my mistakes...family,friends to there is no difference in hpw much i love and appreciate u guys
Posted on: Sun, 27 Oct 2013 06:07:18 +0000
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