I may have happy moment but Ill never be happy again. People say I dont know how you are coping, Why arent you just walking around moping? People keep saying you are so strong, How can I convince them they are all so wrong. Just because I awake in the morning, Doesnt mean inside Im not storming. How can I explain this empty dullness, And my avoidance to living lifes fullness. I know that I can laugh and can smile, But each one is the worlds toughest trial. There are times Im convinced this is not real, But only when I block all that I feel. I feel like this life is one big lie, Avoiding his memory just so I dont cry. Its like it was a dream, I never was his mother, Just looking through a screen of a life of another. But the sound of a cry, the sight of a pram, The illusion is broken, it hits me like wham! Im back to that moment I found he had gone, The day I lost my joy, the day I lost my son.
Posted on: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 21:13:14 +0000
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