I miss you.. And there isnt a day that passes that you dont cross my mind Tylor. It doesnt even feel like Christmas this year, without you... I miss you so much, it physically hurts my chest. I have to force myself to not think about it too hard. God. I wish I could describe how miserable it feels to know I wont see you again for a long time. I honestly hate my life. And I hate myself. And Id do anything to have been able to trade places with you. I know youre in heaven now.. And I try to hold on to that to get me through... Almost 5 full months without you.. And I feel just as lost as I was curled up on the ground when I first got the phone call.. It still doesnt seem real. And I pray to god it never sets in to me, that you truly are dead.. Because I can barely stand the idea that we havent talked for 5 months. Im in denial so bad its crazy.. But.. If denials what it takes, then thats what Ill do. I cant stay off your page. I cant not comment on it. And I can barely fight the urge to text you. I love you so terribly much. ❤ and just remember, you were and always will be the best Christmas present I could have asked for. #rip #iloveyou #bestfriend
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 20:35:02 +0000
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