I miss you. Im broken. Its took hard. Life without you has been unimaginable. I cant wait to see you again. You were my other half and forever will be. I am hurt. U know why. I hate when you left us, how you left us, and that you left us. Life will never be the same. You mean so much to me. I need you. No one can ever replace your place in my heart. I just want to take to you one last time. And actually here your response. You still mean the world to me. I dont need negative people. You were one of the few true friends that I have. And you know what your the best one. No one can ever replace you. Why did you have to go now? What did we do wrong? Why did you have to leave now? Do you still walk buy me every day? Are you there laughing with me at fun times? And you comforting me when I am sad, like right now? I would do anything to here you say my name one more time. Everything has changed, and not all for the better. I just go day by day missing you like crazy wishing you were here. I looked up to what you did and how you are. I wish we never had our fights but I am happy we were twins in the end. I hated that it came down to this. I only say I love you to the people that mean the most to me. And you were one of the vary few people that I said that to cause I trusted you, we were super close. I mean I care about everyone but I say that to the people that mean the most to me. And that would be friends and family. I want you back with us. If you had a second chance to come back, would you take it? If you had the chance to come back and say good bye and I love you to everyone you cared for then went back up would you do it? I remember that you had a black shirt and on the back it had angle wings. I think k of it all the time idk why. This is rock bottom for me. I cant stay strong all the time. And I loved that before you left that day you sent me a picture of you and we said our good byes but I wish that they would of been more of a good bye. Your message to me was gtg love ya sis. I just wish I knew. I wish that this never happened. I mean I need you. You were my rock. You were just truly amazing. Now I lost half a heart. I will be forever broken hearted no matter who I am with, what I am doing, or where I am. I will be broken hearted until I see your bright beautiful face again. And I am not talking about a picture of you more like you. I am complicated but you understood me. And no one else can. I am just to complicated, to out there, to strange. You were just perfect for everyone. I wish it never ended. I hate that you died in a car crash. I cant say that out loud with out crying my eyes out. You mean the world to me. You were a mild stone in my life, a great one. I just need you here. You were like the super hero and I was YOU side kick. You were my partner in crime lol. Well I miss you twinse. You were the closest person to me I told you everything. I just cant deal with the fact that the closest person to me died. I still love you. We were pretty awesome county girls and still are. I miss you angle face. RIP Olivia Lee Douglas forever in my heart. Sorry this is a little long, sad, and I bet yall think I am annoying because I put stuff up about Olivia all the time. But I dont care cause she is my twin and this makes me feel better for a while.
Posted on: Sun, 20 Oct 2013 03:24:13 +0000
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