I moved my entire bed upstairs tonight...its a very very heavy bed. I was pissed earlier and it gave me the adrenaline to do it. I am now exhausted...physically...mentally and emotionally. I moved it upstairs because its warmer up there throughout the night than it is down here and Ive been real sick lately with a head cold, lupus and migraines...I havent said much about my symptoms because I felt that I was whining too much about my pain. I had the flu recently as well...which wasnt fun but I forced myself to get things done. I had the flu while I was building that rocket mass heater - which I hope to finish tomorrow or at least by Wednesday. Ive been pushing myself hard - harder than I should due to my medical conditions. I think starting tomorrow, I will take a week or two to just isolate and recoop. Ill still post on facebook and what not - but as far as phone calls...socializing...etc - Im gonna take a couple weeks off. Im actually in quite a bit of pain with this lupus due to stress that has triggered some helacious flare ups recently. If you look at the pic I posted today - you can see Im not wearing foundation which shows the reddish area around my nose where the latest flare up is only now just going away. Life sucks - but life also presents some pretty happy moments - no matter how small they are. I think this tumultuous political situation in our country has turned many of us bitter and frustrated which causes ill moods. Im telling you this right now - I am going to have to let some of you go (on facebook and in real life) if the ill moods persists. Its dragging me down to a level I do not want to be at. My suggestion: cut the political roller coaster out of your life if it makes you that angry. Theres nothing you can do to fix it and raging on about it and getting everyone else riled up isnt gonna help either. It is what it is and when the time comes to take a stand - go for it. For now - just enjoy the small happy moments and be satisfied with your life. Prepare...but dont dwell. Its dragging the rest of us down...
Posted on: Mon, 13 Oct 2014 03:43:34 +0000
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