I never understood those in my culture who speak boldly with anyone and everyone about their testimony. Ive known Mormons who make sure that every person they first meet knows that they are Mormon. Ive known Mormons who spend much of their spare time listening to and reading church doctrine to the point that I would label as obsessive. These odd-balls spoke of nothing but religion and were downright overbearing and annoying. I compared them to stereotypical nerds who have a house full of sci-fi models, movies, books, comics, costumes, figurines, posters, bedding, t-shirts and pets named after their favorite characters. They were Mormon Nerds. I rarely lose anything, so it was upsetting when I lost my scriptures I received from my late grandma that I kissed every night after reading for over 5 years. Thus I began listening to Mormon talks (what some religions call sermons) online. I hadnt done this before, as despite my strong love for my religion and values I have always thought of these talks as something to be studied on the Sabbath at church. Those who listened to them continuously like normal people listen to the radio were overzealous with no life. Ive only been listening to these talks for a few weeks and I now understand why so many Mormons feel the need to study them so often. They are enlightening me like nothing else I have ever known. They comfort me when my new job seems like a horrible match for my personality and abilities. I feel like Im glowing from the inside-out throughout the day. It is easier to have hope, patience and empathy. I find myself laughing more than usual. I feel humbled and loved. I want to give this love that I feel to every life that I have the blessing of knowing. I still miss my scriptures, but Im grateful that this little tragedy led me to appreciating another form of gospel study that is a whole new flavor of learning. Its like Ive only ever used colored pencils, and now Ive discovered watercolor and have a newfound excitement for art. I have a newfound passion for my religion. To you weird Mormons Nerds with no life: I get it now. Youve known all along what is good and nurturing. Youre still crazy, but in a good way.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Nov 2014 09:51:14 +0000
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