I owe some apologies. I cant tag everyone who I would like to see this because I have been unfriended or blocked due to my actions. I will just tag everyone I can in the hopes that it can get to the rest of the people that deserve the apologies as well. So all I can hope is the people I tag dont view this as me harassing them. Hopefully they will get a chance to read this. I am on the phone with my step sister Kelly getting some truth that I really dont want to hear. I want to be bitter. I want to lash out at everyone because I am not getting my way due to my own actions that put me in this situation so I want to punish people for holding me accountable for my mistakes. I still feel all bitter and I still want to lash out. But I am the reason this is happening. So I am going to delete all the stupid shit Ive been putting on Facebook. It doesnt change anything. Me telling everyone whats happening isnt stopping more things from happening. And putting all this on Facebook is just retarded anyways. Not too rational. If my daughter or sister or aunt or cousin was having their husband do the things I have been doing I would be pretty upset with them to. So Myron, I apologize for the things Ive said on here about you. I was hoping to speak with you in person about some things however I understand you not wanting to see me or speak to me again. Same goes for you Christian Keller. So If anyone sees anything Ive left on here that I shouldnt? Do me a favor like Kelly did and please tell me. And Ill get it deleted. If I cant see my kids before I go to jail then so be it. I will get out eventually and hopefully my kids opinions wouldnt have been changed due to outside influences. I also would really like to have a civil relationship with my wife so we can work out a few bills / things in our name, go through the filing cabinet / fire safe to separate out our documents / decides who should get what out of our possessions. All of these things that would be beneficial to her. Not to mention being able to communicate with my children in the future. Ill be locked up. And I will be relying on Amanda to let me communicate with my children. She has promised me she would. I hope she keeps her promise. However if I dont get a chance to speak with her before I wind up in jail then I guess these are things shell have to work out on her own without me. I just wanted to help do some of the work to make the transition easier for her. I am still in love with her. That doesnt change the fact that I havent been a good husband. So I guess I have to let my hope go of her wanting to stay married... She doesnt love me anymore and thats that. A few days from now I will likely be in jail and none of these things Ive been ranting on Facebook will matter. So if you cant find it in your heart now, eventually please forgive me for my actions. And also, for my childrens sake, pray for me so that when I eventually get out, I wont turn into a worse person than I am now. I need to make it through this so I can be a father to my kids. They will always need a father. And I intend to be a better one than I have been. Sincerely, David Kensy
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 20:10:40 +0000