I really feel I must share this message I just received. I do work very long hours, and I spin a lot of plates, for a lot of different groups (and myself of course. Its my job, Im not claiming to be a volunteer worker!) I get tired, I neglect my family and my friends... BUT, this is just another reminder of why I think I have the best job in the world, and why I am IMMENSELY proud of having created DAWN BREAKERS, amongst other things. Excelsior! For as long as I can remember Ive hated my body and have had low self esteem because of that. I cant believe the change in me since DB5 started. My body and food has always been a problem for me. Ive punished myself every day since about the age of 10 for what Ive eaten in a day. Lying in bed at night wishing to be slim, fit, pretty. I was a chronic bulemic for 2 years because I thought that was a way to control my self destructive way. I know I am not fat but I might have well of been as sometimes when I look in the mirror thats all I see.. Tbh thats why I havent pushed for my mid way photo as I would be so critical. Ive wasted days of my life constantly looking at photos of myself and critiquing my body errors. In the last 2 weeks its finally clicked for me. I like what I see for the first time ever... I feel confident and happy and I love meeting up with everyone at stupid-o-clock and feeling like Ive achieved something. Everyone is on their own personal journey but it feels like we need each other... Thank you.. DB has changed my negative thoughts into positive ones... I feel normal about food and my body and its so relaxing. I cant wait for 6am ! 😊 see you tomorrow
Posted on: Mon, 07 Apr 2014 19:01:37 +0000
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