I received some news yesterday that shook, tore and took me back to my dark times with cancer. If anyone believes that cancer is a walk in the park... I dont wish it on my worst enemy and least on those who have touched and live in my heart. I by all means never meant to make it look like it was nothing for inside I was dying, being killed by cancer and poisoned by chemo and radiation that cut, and really burned through my skin and soul. I had no choice but to live in denial ignoring the excruciating pain in the eyes of all who watched me...I only had very few around me outside of working hours. I lived in my tears, bed, restroom and in a very deep dark fog that I fought through every day to survive. I didnt know if I was going to make it and that thought was an empty one hard to sometimes fill with hope. The news that my friend is currently fighting hard right now diagnosed with breast cancer and hoping the words of stage 4 has any ray of light...I know.... Shes only 43 and that monster is eating away. This song, lyrics remind me of my dark times...and I am praying had for her, please pray with me when you do in your time of meditation and add her name Rosie. I cant imagine anything less for her than what I was given,...... an extension on life. https://youtube/watch?v=LVGCzaOPuh0
Posted on: Sat, 10 Jan 2015 23:11:23 +0000
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