I regret so many things I have done in my life.. Like so many. I hide a lot of things from a lot of people and there is a reason, the reason is.. I am very ashamed of the things I have done & I would like to put it all behind me and never speak of it again. I understand that some of the things I have done hurt people, but understand that it hurts me more.. A lot actually. Im sorry if I have disappointed you, or hurt you in any type of way.. I really am. Im just going through a very rough Patch in my life.. And I try to deal with it myself when everyone including me knows thats almost impossible. Im way to sensitive & have a bad temper sometimes.. I agree I have to change the way I am and I try, but its so hard for me.. I want to do it alone but seems as if I cant, honestly though I dont feel I can trust anyone at all, makes it complicated. So I will do it myself.. Yes it will take some time but hopefully soon Ill be a changed person. I want to be better in school & go way more often. I want to be better with my parents and siblings, also I want to be way more outgoing and not be scared of anything. So starting now Im going to improve of every thing I dislike of myself and become a better person, keep in mind it will take awhile things like this dont happen over night. I am 14 years old (just a squirt) I should be enjoying life not thinking about changing myself but guess my generation is all trying to grow up to fast and sadly to say I am too, So Sorry everyone, maybe I just need Jesus 💁 lol goodnight.
Posted on: Mon, 14 Jul 2014 05:34:22 +0000
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