I remember how disappointed/depressed i was when i first came home - TopicsExpress



          

I remember how disappointed/depressed i was when i first came home after gettin paroled out. (Did 11 mos, rest on parole) Got out, car was towed 3 days b 4 i touched down. Limo tints on 4 doors, tv/dvd player touch screen, 3 subs, clean. From me bein cool, ta comin home ta no car, minimal support, out n tha burbs, so no bus, no job. Had ta ride uh 18 speed bike ta anger mgmt classes. (Mando) Tha job offers i got, wasnt able ta get to. So... Ya boy was depressed, feelin like nobody cared bout my situation. Not enuf ta help tha situation anyway. Oh LaMont keep prayin. I been did that on uh regular. I say all that ta say this... Keep at it, stay grindin, focus on u, not anybody but u. I came out ta kc after parole, borrowed moms car, did temporary labor. Daily, child support, and went ta school at same time. Now im cool, tryin ta cement my little bit i do have. Own some more stuff, equity, credit score type stuff. I was sick af when needed uh job, but couldnt get on anywhere. Ima never go back ta that ish. So now, outta 5 days this week, 2 days was 30 hours. 14 one day, 16 n change today. Tired af n dusty, but rather b tired den hungry. I aint ever goin back ta that broke af bein dependent on others type. I wish i could get some aid. Just cuzz yo situation aint kosher, dont mean its gone stay bad. Have some mfn mental fortitude, some bounce back, n tha mindset that if u get on, u aint ever goin back. 2016-17, im tryin ta buy my spot. Den?... Build and fortify tha situation. Bounce back peoples. Stay yup, stunt on haters. Mandatory ta share tha glory. ;-) (U member that shit Archie?)
Posted on: Sat, 23 Aug 2014 02:25:24 +0000

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