I remember when my sister boyfriend hit me so hard that he left knots in the back of my head and i was a minor and awarded to her . Its really hard to care about a woman that allows a man to beat her sisters knowing that all they had was her. It took 7 years to forgive her. She still doesnt get why i dont come around. She thinks im jealous of her. A typical women. Wow. I remember when my other sister man came over to kill my mother and i. I seen it in his eyes through the peep hole. I have never hit my mother before but, i almost knocked her cold off her feet to keep her from opening the door. I was 18 years old. Hours later my other sister let him in and he shot her friend in the mouth. I dont apologize for my behavior at all. Im proud of myself. Im a working progress. Not where i want to be but im not where i used to be. Ive allowed a man to use me. Sure did. Going through all of this made me strong and this is just a dime of what Ive gone through. Lets not talk about when i was homeless sleeping in my car and a male so called friend told me that he would buy me a hotel room. No family in sight. I was exhausted from sleeping in my car, going to school while working at Walgreen. He raped me. All i requested is that he wore a condom. I wanted my life. I was too tired to fight. I hate when a female tell me that all she has is male friends. I get flash back. What you cant take being friends with another woman with pain like yours? Dont let me get to my parents. Thats a whole story by itself. . I am so happy to be here in my life. I just want to enjoy it for a minute. Its here and i can feel it. Its been a journey. I still dont understand why me. But i cant say that it didnt mold me into the Queen that i am. My best feature is my ability to love through all of this. Thats the prize.
Posted on: Wed, 29 Oct 2014 02:32:27 +0000
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