I saw a scorpion a few nights ago, so i sprayed it with poison and it flailed and tried stinging the air before falling off the wall behind thewasher and dryer..... last night, i saw one that looked the same size... maybe it didnt die...? Well... I have a huge problem with killing things on purpose, unless its already attacked and been dangerous... but I think of out cat and my cousin and grandma and godfather, and I was scared... so I stomped it! ... then I sat there apologizing to its mangled corpse... while picking it up with paper-towels, I kept shivering and felt like crying! Ugh... what kind of existence is this? Where things HAVE to destroy other things to survive, or die..... I cant believe in gods or devils... I also dont believe we had past lives, or that we are going to have another after death. Thinking about time-space/space-time, it really freaks me out that it is all ONE ENERGY, separated only by differing variations of combined frequency illusions... why would a perfect god create and then destroy itself, forever, infinitely? Thousands of folks try presenting their evidence and theories, but Im STILL losing sleep... UGH I need a new life...
Posted on: Tue, 23 Sep 2014 20:48:36 +0000
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