I sit everyday and think "how much more can i take?" Or "how much longer can i take it?". I just never thought at 36 yrs old I would be starting all over like Im 18 again. I know God only gives us what we can handle or we have to go through it to get to it and He will see us through it. I just take a step forward and before I can even blink Ive fell 3 steps back. Everyday I wake up and act as if nothing is wrong bc thats me, I am rarely in a bad mood bc everything seems to somehow work out maybe not fully but somewhat. I have thought for days now that something is missing to my life, there has to be a reason for things not getting better bc I am at the end of my rope,tired,scared,and feeling alone. I believe that fully giving everything up to God is the missing puzzle piece to this crazy time in my life. I just dont want to go through this alone, its probably nothing compared to other people but its something to mme. I am starting over in life a single parent laid off and about to lose it. Im scared of doing it all alone, but I will prove THE DEVIL IS A LIE AND JESUS WILL SEE ME THROUGH IT...
Posted on: Tue, 27 Aug 2013 06:15:34 +0000
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