I sit here 24/7 in pain feeling empty, tired and drained. I have bouts of energy in which I get hyped up and write silly status updates but thats about the most of my excitement! For someone who is as high energy mad as myself, sitting here after chemo is extremely difficult especially when its glorious outside and a see so many pics of ppl having fun! At 1st i feel happy and then i look in my dark room and feel empty. I feel empty now because there i so much I want to do. I get the odd msg for which I am grateful as it easy to forget someone who has been in my position for 10 mths now. Oh well...I take a deep sigh and look for mental distraction as thats all I can hope for for the time being. I know im gonna get be positive dont worry youll be fine chin up and all the other patronizing terminology which you would think i would have become accustomed to over the years...but no it still pisses me off no end as that is SO easy to say to fob someone off. I would prefer it actually if nobody commented on this status as there is no right thing to say. I will end off my little story moaning about my current circumstances and say...If i make it through this next week without falling ill then Im home free!!!!!!!!! WOHOOOOOO!!! yea babaaaaaaayyyy!! Oh look..I feel better already! hehe :) xxx
Posted on: Mon, 04 Aug 2014 17:45:10 +0000
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