I sit with Sammi, we have been talking about one year ago, what took place. We were looking at past posts, came across one of mine about my first night with her. I spent the whole week prior with her having lunch and one night at dinner. She then invited me over to her apartment for dinner. Of course, Im not quite as well versed as she is in her posts. We are going, together, modify my post from October 19, 2012. So here it goes, please be kind if you happen to read it: From October 19, 2012 (modified) Here I sit in the dark with only the soft glow of the computer screen watching Sam sleeping peacefully. No glasses, no make-up, hair a mess, eyes closed, laying on her side gently breathing. She is more beautiful than I ever could have imagined. Although I was a bit worried about this evening, how it would go. This was the first time we were going to be alone. All the other times we met were in public. I was so excited about this evening. I had arrived at her place. She was working on dinner, nothing fancy, spaghetti and meatballs with garlic bread and a bottle of wine...chianti. The table was set with two place settings in soft candlelight and classical music in the background. We sat, we ate, we talked, we laughed, we enjoyed each others company learning more about each other. We had finished dinner, she wanted to leave the dishes, I had suggested doing the dishes, I would help. She thanked me but said she wanted to wait. I told her I would be more than happy to help. After a bit of arm twisting on my part she finally agreed. We cleared the table, I rinsed, she loaded the dishwasher the entire time we were goofing around and laughing having a really good time. When the dishes were done, I grabbed her around her waist with my left arm and pulled her close to me. When our bodies touched I leaned my head down, she reached her head up and we kissed, very passionately. I am not sure how long it lasted but it lasted for quite a while. I pulled away and as I did i looked deeply in her eyes. I then leaned down and kissed her again. After we were done, she turned around, grabbed my hands with hers and I followed her to the living room and we sat on the couch together. We started to make-out. As we did, I started feeling aroused. I took my hand and started caressing her. She pulled away from me. I felt confused, I wasnt sure what was going on. When she pulled away she looked away from me. Whats going on? I asked, are you ok? She said I would like to take it to the next level, thats why I invited you. Geoff, I really think I may be falling for you. But when you started touching me...I dont know, I am scared! I slid back a bit. She started crying. At this point I inched closer to her, put my hand on her back and said, Sam, whatever it is, its ok. She shrugged her shoulder. I then asked whats wrong? She was quiet, she didnt say anything. I decided to try to break the ice and said, If you are not comfortable with this, I totally understand. I dont want to do anything that makes you feel uneasy. I slid off the couch, I got onto one knee, I grabbed her hands with my hands. please look at me? I asked. I continued, it has been such a long time since I have felt this way towards anyone. My heart had been hardened towards love because I never wanted to feel the pain of a broken heart again. This past week has been incredible and I feel myself caring for you very deeply. At this point I looked at her, she seemed to be listening very intently on what I was saying. She was smiling with tears continuing to flow down her cheeks. I then said, I do not want anything that would cause what we have started to disappear. Please, lets slow down and talk, just you and me. I want to know everything about you, your likes, your dislikes, your desires, your fears, your longing. If nothing happens physically tonight or this weekend I will be fine with it. Please dont shut me out. At this point, tears were now flowing down my cheeks. She leaned down, wrapped her arms around my shoulder and neck and gave me a huge hug. She whispered in my ear, thank you. I stood up, went into the kitchen, grabbed two wine glasses, opened up another bottle of wine that was on the counter, brought it into the living room, laid both glasses on the coffee table, poured her a glass then poured me a glass and sat back down on the couch. The remainder of the evening we talked, she told me about her past relations, I told her what I wanted her to know about Mia. I had offered to spend the night in Heidis room. Sam wanted to me to spend the night with her in her bed. We held each other all night. It was a wonderful night. As I sit here posting this, I look at Samantha sleeping...I cannot believe how beautiful she is. I do think I may be in love.
Posted on: Sat, 19 Oct 2013 03:29:27 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015