I sometimes get slandered by people, even christians, because I coon hunt, and draw disability check each month. I want everyone that may question my condition , and scorn me from enjoying the out doors, even though I am disabled to read this. I have a chronic bone disease, that causes my discs in my spine, to deteriorate . I also have bad scarring on my bladder and bowels, due from my back surgery in 2010. My nerves going down into my legs, are thinning as well. I live in severe pain a couple times a week. The rest of the week, I hurt bad. Meaning every single day, I suffer greatly. I am 38 now, and the doctors tell me, I will be wheelchair bound, by 40. I will tell you this...It will be much sooner. I have no ideal how I will feel , each day I wake up. I can be driving, and out of nowhere, pains will shoot down my leg, causing to swerve, or pull over due to the pain. I am truly worried I have a few more exploded discs. Words cant even describe, what I have went through this past week. I am 100% disabled, but I absolutely refuse to stay home and live the rest of my life in the house. My doctors tell me to get plenty of exercise, to help build the muscles up in my back and legs. Coon hunting does just that. While I have a chance, I will hunt and go to church as much as possible. I want to enjoy what health I do have, before it goes away. Before you judge me, I ask that you pray for me instead. The bible talks about bearing one anothers burden. If you dont want to help me bare my burden, then please just pray for me. Please dont put me down when I post hunting videos. I hurt while I hunt as well, but I can rest any time I want. Hunting and church is my therapy, please dont try and take it away. I love each and every one of you. God bless! !
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 09:13:48 +0000
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