I suspect that the CBD oil I got is already doing its magic, in tiny steps. The reason I say that, still being skeptical of the oil, yet a believer, is because I am exiting the current depression in a new way. Today is day three with CBD oil. Today is also day three without smoking cannabis, and to have a healthy mindset, most of the day, still only three days from smoking the last joint, THAT is a big discovery for me! Usually I get back into depression on day four, if I smoke to keep the depression calm, until it is over. But, after 19 years on and off smoking, with little to no real results, other than just using it as a painkiller until the depression is over is, well, self explanatory. My body is still at zero, physically drained for energy, and mentally toasted really, yet, my ever so creative mind has been on overdrive today, and mostly positive thoughts, which is almost disturbing, yet nice :) And my emotions are balanced. Usually I shoot out of the dark like a rocket, with near superhuman energy, mentally and physically and my emotions soaring above happy land, at the speed of sound. This time, it is very different. The depression is still here, very strong indeed, but it isnt really controlling my attitude nearly as much as usually. Something is different and I like it! Here´s a little video from my old life: https://youtube/watch?v=fY08l6yfCdQ
Posted on: Sun, 04 Jan 2015 13:36:22 +0000
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