I swore I wouldnt post but I have a few things to say. If at the end you find my post offensive or irrate delete me not only from Facebook but from your life. Many of you know this past year has been that of many trials and tributes and with that I would like to say I sincerely appreciate all of the concern and advice. But also that I dont care if you agree or disagree with mine or my husbands decisions. We are human. Two of which created a life for ourselves we werent ready for. Ed and I never took time to be ourselves and perhaps that has been the biggest and most important factor as to why we had kept struggling. The past several months have been amazing. Have I explained ever detail of the progress we have made!? No it is no concern of anyone. And as far as my family I may be a relative of yours and there for you find my relationship 100% your concern your wrong non of you have been constant in my life over the past 10 years. Actually most of you doubted me, downed me and found it necessary to express what you think you do or dont know about me. I have been bent and broken, torn,mangled and expected to forgive and forget. There is no love and faith among us. It is not OK to make me feel like nothing. My siblings trash me to other family even though deep down they know its not true. Why do they do this because they know the topic of me makes for good convo. Is this sad? No its heart breaking. I am thru with trying to please any of you. I dont have too and I wont. There are many people I dislike some of which I have tolerated for other people. I am done, Im over pretending. Another topic that has been that of which everyone finds there concern is how Ed disciplines His children. It is non of your business and I never defended him on this. They are not abused, they cry and get over it. It has been a struggle since the day they were born for them to be directed as we thought. The result both children have authority problems and have a hard time desifering right and wrong. With that they are not your children simply keep your mouth shut. Now ik this will come out soon but Ed excepted a job in PA. Yes he will be away from us and yes its so close to my due date. No I will. Not explain Details or discuss this any farther with Anyone! The kids and I will remain here and if I chose to go down like Ed wants we will do so in early July after this school year. After this I will not discuss our relationships or its details. We are focusing on our children.
Posted on: Mon, 24 Mar 2014 20:14:12 +0000