I take a huge risk writing this, but through certain areas of my life, Ive had friends tell me my life wouldnt amount to anything. Im fairly certain some of you have gone through something similar. Ive had family tell me Im destined to swirl down a drain. Ive had people Ive been loyal to abandon me during the worst years of my life. Ive had someone I loved my whole life mock my suffering, telling me the world would be better off with my death. I had zero sense of worth and even less sense of value. I was doing it wrong. I pulled myself out of a suicidal state a few years ago with a decision made up in my mind that Im going to increase not my own value and worth, but the value and worth of the world and people around me. I decided to succeed, not to prove anyone wrong, or to stick the proverbial finger to naysayers, but I decided to succeed because I realized that if I didnt have the courage to give up and end my existence, I had better muster up the courage to make the best out of this gift instead. I share these tidbits of deeply personal and intimate details in hopes of reaching out to some of you who may be experiencing bouts of despair and the desire to give up during these holiday seasons. I share with hopes that you may find that, sometimes, the mentality of doing your best in whatever you are doing may actually be the only direction you need before discovering your purpose. Despite what others may believe, I am going to add value and worth to this world and the lives around me, and I am going to be really good at it. God bless.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Nov 2014 21:18:12 +0000
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