I think Im stuck, frozen, paralyzed. Overcome with so much stress, guilt, disappointment, not good enough, not worthy enough, constantly beat down, constantly lost, displaced, lonliness, despair, sadness, hopelessness, confusion, misunderstanding, embarrassment and sorrow that Im numb. I cant move in any direction because I dont know where to turn. Yet, I still have love in my heart, still look forward to tomorrow being better than today. Im still Compassionate about my fellow man that I refuse to stop trying to give encouragement. I will never tell another human being that they cannot make their lives better. You will never hear me say you are not good enough to improve yourself all the while Im drowning and unable to help myself out of this hole. I think this is what makes me unable to move or think. This is a constant battle within me. I dont want to give up, yet I am so give out and defeated. A mentally battered wife with no husband. How did life get here? What did I do so wrong? Why cant I figure it out? Why do I keep doing it? Yall keep me in your thoughts. I need wisdom and guidance and peace. Thanks
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 02:02:22 +0000
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