I think hurting everyday is starting to feel normal to me, which is pretty sad. There doesnt go a day without me thinking of Gabby. I just miss her so damn much. May is coming up fast and I really do not want it to come. I know I say this all the time but I would do anything to have her back. No one really knows what I went through up in Spokane. Its not something I am ever going to forget...I can see it all so clearly in my head. I think about it all the time. It distracts me everyday. I wish i could forget. It has changed me. I ask Gabby everyday to stay with me to keep me strong and positive and I believe that she does. I remember when I wrote her speech about her for her funeral and how I felt. I know she was right there with me, helping me write it, I could really feel her that day. I could also really feel her while I was reading it to everyone at her funeral, I know I could never of done it without her help.
Posted on: Sun, 26 Jan 2014 04:56:44 +0000
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