I think its becoming more painful as the days go by. This aching longingness to talk to her, to see her, to feel her, to touch her, to be with her, to go places with her, to bathe her,to care for her, to buy her stuffs, to lie beside her, among all other things. My whole life has been about my parents. Dad used to call me the child between. When dad passed just 2 years ago, all my energies were poured out to taking care of my mom. To make sure she was happy and comfortable. More importantly, to make sure that she knew that we were there for her. And that she was loved. Now that shes gone, I feel this emptiness in the house and in my heart. Suddenly, my everyday routine has become meaningless. I feel like a robot doing my daily tasks. I just thank God for giving me mentors who tell me what to do. I thank God for my friends who keep me company each and everyday. And most importantly, I thank God for Tito Buddy, who always makes sure that Im all right, monitoring my whereabouts and who Im with. I also thank God, for giving me my husband. Hes now my reason for living. Without him, Im sure that my life would be shattered altogether. God is great. God is good. He knows the perfect timing for everything. I can see how He is working in my life. Everybody sees it too.
Posted on: Mon, 07 Jul 2014 14:09:35 +0000
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