I think people need to understand that there are many reasons we stay & many reasons we take abusive partners/ husbands back. I stayed out of fear. I suffered from bouts of bulimia & felt if we separated I would lose my kids as I was involved with a psychiatrist for an eating disorder. When I eventually got him out of the house it was about the fear of not knowing where he was. I suffered many assaults after the separation, so much so I wanted him back. I know what everyone is thinking am I nuts. When he lived with us I learned to read him, I could nearly tell when he was going to lose it. I knew it was time to shut my mouth and keep the kids quite. Where as now I sometimes feel like a deer being hunted, I have no way of telling when he might come at me. I have no way of telling if hes at breaking point, no way of knowing if danger is close by
Posted on: Tue, 09 Sep 2014 11:36:10 +0000
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