I think people tend to find me annoying. The top factor in that being I live with out a filter or a reservoir. I get things out as they happen. It doesnt help that I am an emotionally expressive writer. In some cases it can be good like when I say nice things for no reason. It also means I am one of the most emotionally open men you will ever meet. I dont bottle things up for stupid reasons. I hear some girls look for that but I have yet to find one :P. In other cases its bad. I am not shy about sharing my opinion feelings be damned. Its got me in trouble for decades but I have to do it. As I said nothing gets bottled up good or bad. I have said before I am a living embodiment of the concept of Yin and Yang. Bipolar disorder has literally split me in half emotionally. I have an almost too warm and fuzzy hippie side and a seriously dark and angry side. Ive spent almost 2 decades trying to achieve balance between them and I am still really bad at it so I tend to just bury the angry side and live my life as an overly lovey squish pile :D. Even though that tends to annoy and confuse the cynical world in which I live.
Posted on: Tue, 28 Oct 2014 09:57:04 +0000
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