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I think talking about how we are feeling...being real, is important. I have always tried to appear strong and smile on the outside. Inside, sometimes, I am afraid or scared or sad. I have always felt different. Wondering why I felt this way. Thinking I was the only one that had these feelings. I felt weak for being sad. Fake for showing happiness. Confused if I was being strong and brave or fake and hollow. To try to fit in I felt like a puppet or a robot or was playing a part in a play. Isolating because I did not want to live a lie. I also isolate because I feel paranoia that people are talking about me. Thinking they can see through my "charade". Self-conscious about my OCD rituals and my hidden sadness.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Jul 2013 01:43:08 +0000

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