I think this is worth posting again: Rejection comes in many forms. But when it comes from the people you have demonstrated love towards; the people you have shown great respect towards... When you are rejected in the dark and kissed in the light; it pains you from a place within that makes you feel that you understood Jesus experience on the cross. It is not a physical pain; it is a shaking of your sense of purpose and drive to experience growth in a relationship that has been doomed by unbelief in the very thing they can not see, which is your heart. To take that which you have meant for healing and turn it into a tool for death.... of me. Death that shows me the need of a continuous death of expectation from anyone who is not aware of the cycle of LOVE; if it were so, then there could not be rejection of LOVE. Love, as I understand it - is patient, is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs; does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. It is strange, to me, that one can interpret me as lacking without subscribing the behavior to themselves. All without understanding who I am.... it is painful, but I am learning. My prayer and goal in life, is to not discount or misinterpret a person, without gaining clarity of their heart. To not think from the standpoint or perception of evil, understanding if I take on this line of thinking, I become the problem; the source of confusion. I pray that I trust always...hope always...and persevere always... with those I may not understand.... but I will not break those who are weak in faith by not demonstrating the very thing that has granted me peace and deliverance....which is the DEMONSTRATION of love and not just the declaration of it. I pray that I serve HIM with my actions (in the light and dark) and not just my lips; in the name of JESUS and by the power of Christ in ME.
Posted on: Sat, 12 Oct 2013 03:30:46 +0000
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