I told the nurse last night, I cant abandon the plan that is in place for my moms treatment, I cant regret that we didnt try. She was going to look at the chart etc.. and see what she can see.. Our favorite nurse was on and I actually broke down and cried.. I have cried all night.. I have faith that God can heal my mom, its that the news of the last Drs call is causing me to mourn their thoughts on her recovery.. I cant give up on her, I wont give up on her no matter what they say until She transfers home locations - earth to heaven.. But I will share this.. when I sought God for something, I heard, shes not dead yet.. you get her to eat, Ill do the rest. So my sister and I decided not to abandon what we can do, that is try to feed her everyday she is alive and that we can get ourselves physically there to do that.. She told me once sick people sleep.. I think subconsciously she decided that was her best method.. When I told her to wake up she got grouchy at me.. it kinda made me laugh with joy because it had alot of emotion in it.. She asked me what is the matter with you? When I was crying.. She told me, go to bed and let me sleep. I asked her if she wanted to die.. she said no.. I asked her if she wanted to live, she said yes.. but let her get some sleep.. So... we will go to the motions of what is needed and stay in praise till God does what God is capable of doing in a millisecond.. Oh and when my sister sought God she heard Him say He has everything under control. or something like that.. She was strengthened with it, just frustrated our mom wont wake up long enough to eat.. In fact for the first time, my sister was the strong one last night. WE both came in agreement during conversation that we keep seeing her be healed, we know God can do it, but when we hear what they say its like what they say is not real and it makes us mad..
Posted on: Sat, 09 Nov 2013 15:32:14 +0000
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