I totally wish sometimes, that I was one of those people that aired all their dirty laundry on fb. Sometimes I just want to scream, and it would feel so good to just vent on here. But it would only feel good for a second. Then I would feel like an idiot. But even then, sometimes I just dont care. I keep everything so bottled inside, with no one really to talk to. Not that I dont have people to talk to, I just hate venting about my own lifes problems, of which there are many. I would much rather listen/help other people with theirs. But there does come a time, when I am blinded to all the blessings I have in my life, and everything just feels like shit. And oh god, now Ive written one of those my life is shit, but Im going to write it in such a cryptic way, that no one really knows what the hell Im talking about statuses. Fml. Sometimes it needs to be about me. Sometimes I need to stop (but not really stop) worrying about the kids, and the neighbors mom, and my wonderful fabulous darling fiance that I love oh so much, and the kitchen sink, and the heartache because of a mud slide, and a missing plane with 200 people. Sometimes it needs to freaking be about ME!!!! But now that Ive got THIS out, whatever THIS even really is, Ill go cry myself to sleep, and continue worrying about everything else.... most of which, is completely and utterly out of my control. By the way, did I mention: PITY PARTY AT SARAS HOUSE!!!!!!! P.s.... I cant REALLY cry myself to sleep (so dont worry!) I will be nursing a fabulous toddler, that I love, oh so much, who wouldnt be able to go to sleep, because he would want to know why mommy is crying... yep...
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 04:31:34 +0000
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