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I try to find the words to describe how I feel inside but all these things are just distractions from the outside It’s like these responsibilities are sucking my soul dry, I try to fight it but having trouble finding out why Thoughts that used to come so easily get stuck at the border, like my whole brain is going out-of-order If I could re-direct my path I could re-calculate the math and release my self my self-inflicted wrath Is this the right way is there anything more to say that will turn these obstacles into a beautiful bouquet? I meant to pick the fragrant flowers but the scent went sour, these falling petals make a bittersweet shower I mistook an enemy for a friend they said all my pains they could mend and my faults they would defend But they planted a bad seed, they had to feed their greed with contrived control and proceeded to mislead Has the regeneration of my cells just decreased or have they completely ceased, my mind an ever hungry beast My motivation used to be solid now I don’t know just what to call it; in my reflection is more than I can admit Shall I stumble towards that open door, a humble portal to sort out how to soar again and my faith restore? I hope to rise with golden wings and reach a palace fit for queens and kings; it’s time to cut the puppet strings… ~L.T. 09.13.13
Posted on: Wed, 25 Sep 2013 00:58:12 +0000

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