I understand it all now and have no animosity towards anyone about it. I was so lonely then so angry an then just numb...but now Im grateful! Gahh the joys of love and loss lol I understand that some of us only tend to see the good in people...even when the only thing staring back at us is the bad. That isnt a burden to me, its a beautiful way to look at life! An I being one of those ppl am guilty of giving ppl the benefit of doubt. Fact of the matter is? I can handle almost anything anyway. Ive slept with loss, played catch with deceit only to end up having dinner with demons. We all have struggle day days big waves etc.whats important is how we come out an somewhat...how we handle em. Even though I was the fool? An even though it could have been all just one huge lie? Im content in knowing that my love was genuine and I gave my best An it just wasnt enough. Im not proud that I have been pathetically heartbroken on my fb lol but Im not ashamed either. What matters is right now and I feel great :) we never lose because we always learn right? And thats what Im grateful for is my lessons! Because right now I may not know it ...an some of it might not make any sense, but I have to believe that one day this too will be a blessing! An no matter how confusing men are I will not give up on them...I cant because I have sons. An as dramatic as this status seems? Its really not...Im just here chill in bed wit a tight chest and a banging headache LoL still sick a.f :( this sinus cold Is no joke! Anyways I didnt miss fb but not everyone has my cell# So Im back for the time being. Ha. Hagd f&f an thanks for the bday wishes and all the support ...this summer was tough . Pce
Posted on: Wed, 01 Oct 2014 17:50:59 +0000
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