I used to read books and try to be, do, and feel what they said I should be doing or feeling. I would try to only speak positive over the people in my life even if I didnt really feel that way. I thought if I just kept doing right then they would become it or I would feel it. But now, the people in my life are truly amazing. I am so blessed! And, Im not saying that because I know its what I should be thinking or feeling, Im saying it because its true and as a result positive thoughts and words just continually pour out of my mouth and heart... A few months back I whispered a prayer to God. I said, If you are going to make me go through this horrible ordeal at least send me someone to go through it with to comfort me along the way and help me get through. Someone besides Kimi beause the burden is too much for her to carry by herself and I hate to be weighing her down all of the time when she has a family she needs to be there for. The next day was one of the worst in my life but an incident forced me to walk into Frizzi Customs and into Jason Pettresss life. He is honestly the most loving, selfless, honorable man I have ever met. Im amazed at how I didnt even really know him but God did and He also knew how to connect us and that connection is one that I will be thankful for the rest of my life. There was nobody able to comfort me until that and since then it is like he has become my security blanket. He always knows what to say when it seems there couldnt be words to help. A hug from him seems to cure everything. He takes care of me when I cant take care of myself and I dont have to be anyone but me unapologetically and he still accepts me uunconditionally. And to think, he didnt even believe in God and still ended up being the answer to my prayer. God truly amazes me!
Posted on: Wed, 26 Nov 2014 03:04:34 +0000
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