I want nothing more than to heal and change. Its very common. This girl in this video is so stable because she recognizes and is at peace with everything she has! The most important thing to realize is that its not a fundamental deficit, it is simply due to repeated emotional traumas. People in war develop trauma too because they live in an extremely heightened state of fear. I know I certainly have for the past 3 years. Dozens of times I will drive past shady looking vehicles and have a heart pounding fear I will be shot as I drive by. I probably have developed some sense of narcissism after my armed home invasion trauma. Innocence ripped from me, knowing at any moment its possible that someone crazy invades my home and holds me hostage, having a gun to your forehead is the worst feeling in the world. I had to become strong in a narcissistic way. It doesnt mean Im not compassionate and empathetic, those are independent traits.... But it does means Im faking confidence and replacing that lack of love, by being overtly into my self to the point where its actually arrogant. We all have issues. This is why I need therapy. Im realizing it once and for all. Ive actually had multiple near death experiences that Ive never got therapy for. I basically have no greater fear than being enslaved or being dead while alive, thats why what shes doing to me hurts so greatly. https://youtube/watch?v=ijMPEgMxras
Posted on: Fri, 17 Oct 2014 08:56:23 +0000
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