I want peace I want harmony I want a welcoming environment, a loving family, friendship, love, laughter, acceptance, equality, unity. Why does something we all want.. have to be so hard to acquire, and when we do finally get ahold of it how do we trust in it? How do we know its different this time, something you can put your faith in. All in, every part of you. Maybe its not the safest way to live, but how can you not want to live every moment to the fullest. Its hard to not get swept up in the moment and experience all youre experiencing to the fullest but then when you have everything you put that faith of yours into.. crumble down in front of you.. over and over again, you begin to see a pattern. How do you know whats genuine verses what isnt or if it is genuine.. whether or not its fleeting? Its something Ive struggled with my whole life really, and I suppose we all have in some shape or form but Ive only recently been addressing it. I think the reason I refuse to give up hope is because sure.. people you trust and love can betray and abandon you but I think it teaches you something not only about who they are.. but who you are. Dont fault yourself for others actions, you shouldnt love yourself any less because youre not feeling that love in return from outside sources. The world is so fuuuucking vast and your possibilities are endless, more so than you might think, and sure you might seem a bit stuck right now, its a routine, youre in a rut, its repetitive its boring im tired, but push yourself... let go of the idea (and, well, the sad reality) that money is an object and ask yourself... What if it wasnt? What would you do? Imagine it, with an open mind, an open heart, and tell yourself its possible, because it is. What would you sacrifice? Ask yourself where does your happiness stem from? If its materialistic, if its from others (something I can relate to), trust me its possible to let go of all that and find it within. Within yourself, its possible to be happy without anything, if you let yourself, truly allow yourself. Go out and find yourself, dont let others tear you down, hear opposing opinions, acknowledge them, take them into account, but dont ever let them make you doubt yourself. You are your biggest ally. REMEMBER THAT This post is mostly things Im telling myself, but if someone else is feeling similar feelings dont be afraid to reach out
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 00:24:38 +0000
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