I want to apologize to those that I flipped out at about the hole "jayden drowding" thing. But what you dont realize is that I wasnt blameing makenzi (the 5 year old who put him in there) but I was very disappointed with her because I have told her over and over and over that jayden dosent go in the water and he has NEVER been in the water before so she deliberatly disoybeyed me. She does have jealously problems with jaden as well and admitted to doing it on purpose. Yes, she is 5...but she knows right from wronge also and I was not even 10 feet away from her to grab a towel. so before you "Talk shit" you should really think before what you say to me. Calling me an idiot and telling me your gunna call cps on me..really?! I dont think you realize how much and how badly you talk about me and how badly it hurts and affects me. I do have problems, but do you think talking shit is going to help me?! It makes it worse actually. I need family telling me that it will be ok and encouraging me to do better instead of telling me how HORRIBLE im doing. I had a councilor once ask me to write down my negative influences and my positive influnces. My negative-my dad, my sister desiree, and the kids at school that tease me. my positive influence- my teacher..was back in second grade I had ms. lucky and she made me feel like it was going to be ok. A COMPLETE STRANGER. made me feel better then my OWN family.. it was when dad was dating dani and I didnt like her..i feltlike my dad chose her over me..little did he know or care how bad she ALSO treated me. Then I thought back to when I was a kid and how much cried and how unhappy I was...all the negative things my dad told me about my mom, how much i got yelled at and how often I was alone. It wasnt normal, and now that imolder I have excepted it...but unfortunatly it has affected me. Its called post tramatic stress disorder, from alot of DRASTIC changes in my life and things that have happened to me. But you guys talking shit..dosent help. but if it makes you feel better go ah
Posted on: Mon, 10 Jun 2013 22:01:08 +0000
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