I was a cutter since i was 12 years old. I havent cut, burned, scratched or even thought about self harm in a year. Knowing that I could stop my darkest addiction and very, very rarely look back at it is the most amazing feeling I have. Sure I have scars, theyre everywhere. But instead of looking down on them constantly, I lift my head and not forget but I forgive. Ive learned to forgive myself a long time ago and Im slowly loving myself more and more everyday. I tell myself when no ones around that I am worth it, I am a beautiful person. I do it when Im alone because I need to hear myself say it, no one else is going to matter in the end because in the end I am going to be there when no one else can or will.
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 17:03:47 +0000