I was awakened this a.m. a little after 2:00 by the Lords powerful will. His angels must have massaged these knees, elbow and finger joints, and my hip bone as I rested, because only my right knee and left hip bone has a slight pain in them. Im thankful for not waking up with those undescribeable muscle contractions. Ive had pain and muscle contractions for sixteen long years from the accident. And I also have old man author in some joints. It took me at least ten years before I asked for meds to assist with this. My cousin Aaron A. asked me one day about seven years after the accident; Cousin, how do you lay in that bed and sit around without taking pain or muscle relaxer meds? Dont you have any pain? I know that I climb under cars and trucks after it rain and cold weather year around, and my body aches all of the time. Whats your secrete? he asks. I said well cuz, Ive always practiced in my mind to block pain from an early age in my teen years. After working on my parents farm, catfish pond, hauling firewood and watermelons for us and others, toating heavy buckets of corn, fertilizer, water, slop, fish pellits, and iron. Bending over, climbing trees, climbing under cars, washing vehicles, chopping, stacking and toating wood and heavy objects, digging holes with shovels and post hole diggers, using garden and yard rakes, toating 100 pounds of feed, fertilizer, and dog food, catching and hanging live chickens, toating 20 ft. lumber, cross tires, and steele, and working on cement floors, press operating, driving heavy machinary, mowing lawns and land scaping, and working doubled shifts 5-7 days a week, and a bunch of other things. Cuz, I learned to block pain out of my mind, especially after dropping heavy steele objects, wood, and bumping my big head on stuff in the work area. I guess watching those martial arts and military movies gave me the will power to meditate my mind to forget the pain exists and to keep it moving, cause Im not dead. Pain comes with long suffering for Jesus as he suffered up on the cross for our sins. Let no earthly thing control you, you control it. So now I a take a muscle relaxer and a pain pill 3 times daily for the past six years because Im living somewhere where I worry about no one stealing them to hustle off of. Sorry if this post seemed too long, but Fred writes whats on his mind for therapy. Im not going to be nominated for stress or depression, cause that stuff kills. Psychiatrist have tried diagnosing me with depression and stress disorder because I stay to myself and will tell anybody off thats getting on my nerves. But others see me doing things such as this, and I talk and have long conversations when I feel like it. Dont let them thirsty doctors put you on something so they can get rich off of you. Thanks Almighty for another day, and all blessings. In Your holy Sons name Jesus Christ, Amen! To You be the glory and grace. Im grateful for having both of You in my life.
Posted on: Fri, 17 Oct 2014 09:00:56 +0000
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