I was but a simple ordinary girl... Never nag-pagkawild, never nanigarilyo, never nag-bar, never nag-kaboyfriend... I never acted like a rebel in my recent 1.5 years as a college student in DLSL. Nerdy good girl kuno... I was a member of the student publication, Lavoxa, an aspiring Deans Lister and I hanged out with a good bunch of friends. I was close to being this model student (pagbigyan ang feelingera haha)... but even so, life decided to be unfair towards me. Due to sudden financial problems, I had to stop studying for an indefinite amount of time. I am unsure if I can come back. I am unsure if I can ever continue studying again. I can practically see my future slipping away from me. Now Im depressed and almost always close to feeling suicidal... I never knew my education had affected me this much and that it had been an important part of my life. I was even resentful towards the school for not even giving me a chance for a scholarship, but I dont blame them anymore. Now Im trying to accept the fact that Im just unfortunate and unlucky. So sa mga guys na di nagseseryoso sa studies... Yung mga naiinis at tinatamad pumasok... Ayusin niyo. I know this is just coming from a mere stranger pero tandaan niyo, swerte pa kayo compared to me... You never know how much I want to switch places with you guys... Because you still have that successful future firmly in your grasp. Hang in there and know the true value of your education. E kung ayaw niyo... Aba. Ibigay niyo na lang sa kin pangtuition niyo and Ill put it to good use myself. (Joke.) Nanashi, 2013, BST
Posted on: Mon, 02 Dec 2013 17:26:53 +0000
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