I wish I could reach out to everybody, but I have limits on time. I know so many people, its hard to make time for everybody. My life is not normal right now, & I hate selecting between people. But thats life. It makes me feel horrible. My 6th month commitment doesnt end until February 22nd of next year, so if I seem distant to anybody.... please forgive me. My schedule is very demanding, & social-time is simply a chunk & no longer a lifestyle for the time being. I used to be an excellent social-butterfly, & now Im forced to be more closed-in & withdrawn, picking & choosing the people I spend time with & how much time I can honestly spend with them, due to restraints. :(. I used to devote my life to others/friends & other people for around half a decade, open & meeting so many cool people. Where the doors were once wide open, they are generally closed, for right now. At least until this process is over with. I dont know what else to add, besides I hope that people recognize when I send them a text here & there, that Im making an effort to retain the old me. And if I strangely lose touch, it has nothing to do with that person. Its no offense taken/given please. So yeah, Im basically for the most part unavailable til February 22nd.... save a few visits, with a few people. And no promises on the time that Ill be free during this bracket. Its really hard for me to make plans right now. ....the only thing I can really do, is live day by day.
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 16:57:26 +0000
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