I wish that one day I could wake up and not remember you or the memories we made together. I wish I didnt remember the way you laughed and the way the corners of your eyes wrinkled a little bit when you smile at me. I wish I didnt remember the way you would hold me or brush the hair out of my face and look me in the eyes. I wish I didnt remember the way you talked to me. I wish I didnt remember the pain and hurt you caused me. I wish that I could lay in bed and night and not space off for so long I think my eyes are closed til the morning light hit my room and tells me I didnt sleep because I lay awake at night and remember the things you probably already forgot. I wish that I didnt carry this pain inside my heart because you didnt want me any more. I wish that once more I could smile without it being fake because each time I smile it reminds me of how you use to make me smile. I wish that I could sit in the peace without you crossing my mind. I wish that I could hear your name without dying a little more inside because I know you dont feel the same way Im feeling. I wish that I didnt remember the good morning beautiful texts I got from you every morning. I wish i didnt remember they way your heart beat faster when my head was on your chest. I wish that I could walk through town and not think wow he took me here once I wish that I could forget you sometimes....... I wish that I didnt have this pain anymore because its killing me on the inside.
Posted on: Mon, 01 Sep 2014 04:58:21 +0000
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