I wonder if there will ever be a day where my heart isnt broken - TopicsExpress



          

I wonder if there will ever be a day where my heart isnt broken from losing my Mumma... I just feel so lost in this world without her... All the same places but nothing feels the same... I can still see her eyes looking at me grinning... Can still hear her voice like I last heard it two minutes ago...her laugh... Its all so vividly clear in my mind...as is the loss of her. I feel like a huge part of me died with her. The part that laughs and jokes around... The carefree me. The only thing that makes me happy is the kids and Tahlz... The rest of the time I just feel lost... Sad deep down in my soul. Sadness like Ive never known before... I promised her I would keep everything together... That Id take over. That she can rest easy... Ive got it Mumma... You just rest ok... Ill take care of everyone. Tonight I was just thinking... Imagine how happy Id be if I wasnt always keeping myself busy to forget and could actually stop, walk into mums house and smile again as she sung out is that you zarny love...?
Posted on: Sun, 26 Jan 2014 15:40:02 +0000

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