I would like to thank my cousin, Cheri Green who has offered to cover the costs necessary for my mother to be cared for appropriately. I will pay her back of course, but as everyone is aware, this type of thing is very costly. How many people would offer to just give a credit card and cover everything with no hesitation. I dont know when my mothers estate will be settled, but I certainly hope to pay her back prior to that. Thank God that burden has been lifted from my shoulders as they were beginning to give way. Cheri has always been someone who can be counted on to help whenever help is needed and she has a voice that is soothing and yet firm enough to be reassuring. She is always in control which makes one feel as though everything is going to be fine even under the worst conditions. My cousin Rick left me a message that stirred me as well. He is one who is very in control and difficult to rattle under the most stressful circumstances. His message was that of someone who was clearly unnerved which let me know that he truly lover her as it was evident in his voice. My cousin Kim has sent messages of support that are so kind and full of thought that one actually provided me enough peace of mind to get some sleep one night. My extended family has showered me with messages of love and support as have my friends. I cant tell you how much this means to me. How much I hope my mother knows how many wonderful people are out there. I have been vacillating between complete hopelessness due to the events of the past week and extreme anger at someone who I believe should be behaving in a way that fits my expectations. I see that it is ridiculous to expect someone to adopt my own mindset and behave in what I feel is an appropriate way and to dwell upon it absolutely irresponsible. All of the heartfelt messages that I have received and offers of help and support are amazing and very much appreciated. Each of you has been a blessing in my life and I do not say that casually, In just a few minutes I will going to do something I would never have believed possible. I am still not comfortable about doing this, however, based on the circumstances and a discussion my mother and I had in December, it doesnt matter what fits into my comfort zone, but rather what is the right thing to do. Cheri, I called you because I needed to hear from your lips that you thought I was doing the right thing. Kim already in a very delicate way told me to let go. I would like to speak to Rick as well. The three of you see the world very differently from one another and to receive assurance from such diverse minds is very comforting. Thank you family, thank you friends, thank you mom..
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 16:48:52 +0000
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